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October 7, 2009

七月的一个雨天

Filed under: [2006-2010] Wind Talker | 风语者 — cyan6 @ 1:34 am
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在办公室写完上一篇日志回家后发现断了两周的网络又能用了,于是写下本日第二篇
恩,纯技术上来说现在已是新的一天

七月的一个雨天,本来约了朋友看画展
结果出门后雨下得出奇的大
经过Anthony家被他叫住等雨小点再走,还有碰到几个他的朋友
于是大家就在车库下边围着毛毯,喝喝茶,说些有的没的

雨却没有减弱的趋势。。。

自己是一个外在意识中很害怕浪费生命而且很怕无聊的人,
总希望安排有意义的事情填满所有时间
于是对于这样安排之外的等待,感觉到多少有点无奈
通常在这些场合,我想,
如果能拍到一些好的照片,多少能平衡失落的感觉

当时只是拍了几张,都虚了,片子出来后连放进ps 处理都懒得

不过现在重新把照片拿出来看,却感觉到很舒服很安静
或者是我的感觉比较迟钝,又或者是图片能给我更多的想象空间
因为现在看到照片的这感觉,甚至比当时在照片里的我感受到的还要多,还要真实

这是一个非常简单又可以很复杂的问题,就像‘现在’说出口的时候已变成过去,
我们,或只是我,总是在大多数可实现或不可实现的未来,和少数的过去里生活着

就像此时此刻,我只是想回到照片里的那一个时候
放下相机,好好和朋友们在毛毯里哆嗦着,
看看天上变化着的乌云,听听雨

就像那时那刻在照片里的我,
心无法平静下来,去懂得享受生命里给的那些
意外和偶然。。。

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背景音乐来自King of Leon 的 Revelry
这几年比较少对硬的美式摇滚感冒,这是为数不多的一首

Revelry
King of Leon

What a night for a dance,
You know I’m a dancing machine
With a fire in my bones
And the sweet taste of kerosene

I get lost in the night
So high I don’t want to come down
To face the loss
Of the good thing
That I had found

Woo hoo hoooo
Woo hoo hoooo

In the dark of the night
I can hear you callin my name
With the hardest of hearts,
I still feel full of pain

So I drink and I smoke
And I ask if you’re ever around
Even though it was me who drove us
Right in the ground

See the time we shared it
Was precious to me
But all the while
I was dreamin of revelry

I wanna run baby run
Like a stream down a mountainside
With the wind at my back
I don’t ever even bat an eye

Just know it was you all along
Who had a hold of my heart
But the demon and me
Were the best of friends from the start

So the time we shared it
Was precious to me
All the while
I was dreamin of revelry
Dreamin of revelry

And I told myself boy away you go
It rained so hard that it felt like snow
Everything came tumbling down on me

In the back of the woods
In the dark of night
The Palest of the old moonlight
Everything just felt so incomplete
Dreamin of revelry
























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在别人的博客看到,忍不住转贴过来

“梁漱溟在他第一个妻子黄靖贤去世后,写了一首相当古怪的诗来纪念她。诗是这样的:

但这首诗于我看来,梁先生却是很浪漫的人  

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4 Comments »

  1. 音樂未得,但沙發舒服。

    Comment by louis — October 7, 2009 @ 1:59 am

  2. 有感觉了~舒服~看你的拨棵总是很惬意的~活在过去和未来里面,拍照才会变得如此的有意义~

    Comment by Dis — October 7, 2009 @ 2:53 pm

  3. 音乐和最后一张转贴图都未果a~~~去享受生命里给的那些意外和偶然吧~ 每次都能有新的领悟是不错的事情~

    Comment by 立叶 — October 8, 2009 @ 1:37 pm

  4. 好柔和好细腻

    Comment by nio — October 14, 2009 @ 6:03 pm


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