Le Fugitif

July 5, 2007

friends are aroud, and dreams are just further beyond

Filed under: [2006-2010] Wind Talker | 风语者 — cyan6 @ 12:54 am
 
 
Weld Valley, Tasmania
 
 
这生日是印象中受到最多祝福的一个,虽然只是通过短信,或者网络. 也突然间觉得身边多了好多真诚的朋友.
 
LIAM说到底还是自己最重要
没错, 世界上只有两样东西不背弃自己, 朋友, 和自己的理想…
 
Trista, 谢谢你有意无意地向我宣传教意, 让我在这段时间想通了一些关于理想和信仰的问题. 其实自己心里已经有“上帝”– 因为觉得自己从小到大都很幸运,受到上天的眷顾,我常对自己说感谢上天. 只不过神对自己来说是很模糊的; 我说不出口I will always serve you, 也不太相信自己最后会上天堂和他一起, 也无法每周日都到固定的教堂去做礼拜, 因为有更多有意义的事情值得去做
 
作为一个设计师,我希望能参与一些对有意义的公共设施设计中去,例如供人休闲的城市广场、中央绿地, 纯洁心灵的图书馆,美术馆和颐养天年的老人院等.  我学会了去专著于现在所学的专业,曾经一度想要放弃的Urban Design,研究如何合理地利用公共资源,分布土地的使用, 减少污染,保护环境和人类居住环境的可持续发展; 作为一个业余摄影师, 我要去用图象记录人类的情感世界,特别是关于喜悦的部分, 让温暖笑容散播这烟雾弥漫的人类社会; 接触更多的人群,使存在于不同生活模式里的文化得到交流.
 
我是一个害怕用语言去承诺的人, 对于爱的表达, 自己总是默默地付出, 这或是我不承认也不能成为一个虔诚的信徒的原因,起码现在不能. 如果说这个世界是上帝创作的,那我正在做或将要做的是为了自己,也是为了这世界,就当作是serve 上帝吧. 希望上帝不要怪我的离经叛道…
 
当然现在也意识了到面包和金币重要性,虽然他们永远不可能排上价值观的第一位,但可保障稳定生活的物质条件是必需的. 所以关于摄影的梦想,这两年要先暂时放下,知道了什么因该首先先做,什么可以迟点再实现. 只要我足够努力,非常努力,这些物质的收获便会随之而来.
 
就祝愿我们这一群出了国,有共同抱负的少数派,都要活得独立,自在和问心无愧~
 
似乎慢慢能找回原来的自己,而且更清楚了自己想要怎样的生活,这种感觉很好。
 
口号无需多喊, 我会证明给自己看,就是现在…
 
 
 
 
 
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4 Comments »

  1.      我可以肯定講,上帝係永遠都唔會離開你,佢一直都等待你嘅回轉。或許你會覺得有好多嘢會俾繙教會更有意義,但你點解唔嘗試去接受嚇呢?就好似粒糖甘,你唔試永遠都唔知佢嘅甜。上帝賜俾人嘅豐盛係你意想不到的。
         你話[现在意识了到面包和金币重要性],但聖經話:“所以我告訴你們,不要為生命憂慮吃什麽,喝什麽;為身體憂慮穿什麽。生命不勝於飲食嗎?……所以,不要為明天憂慮;因爲明天自有明天的憂慮;一天的難處一天當就夠了。”(馬太福音六章)係上帝應許嗝!上帝造你,係因爲愛你,佢係唔會俾你餓肚嗝!
          嘗試嚇lee粒糖la~!我試過,真係好甜,好味~!
        
     

    Comment by Alan — July 5, 2007 @ 1:34 am

  2. haha. thank you thank me:)
     
    I like the verses mentioned by Alan Ko. Actually I wrote it down and pasted it on my wall. Share more with you:
    How can we know God better?
    – John 11:40 Then Jesus said, "Did I not tell you that if you believed, you would see the glory of God?
     
    Temptation in the world?
    – 1 Corinthians 10:13 No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can stand up under it.
     
    If you have already acknowledged that there is a supreme power, why don\’t you want to find out what it is, so that you won\’t pray to the wrong God? Just as the verses say, it is only when you believe that you can see the glory of God. If life is like gambling, why don\’t you make a bet this time? I am sure you will never lose, but gain more than you can expect! A Christian\’s life may not be rosy, for God only promised to give us His joy, peace and love, not the worldly happiness. But if you can comprehend the difference between joy and happiness, I am sure you will choose the former one. ^0^

    Comment by Trista — July 6, 2007 @ 1:09 am

  3. Just surfing the net seeing those who want to study the Bible…I came across your sight and found the pictures to be real cool.
    God bless and give me a call.
     
    In Christ,
    Gideon

    Comment by Gideon — November 4, 2007 @ 9:04 am

  4. Thanks for visiting. Hope to see you around. Just gave a John 3 message today. God touched my heart through it.

    Comment by Gideon — November 5, 2007 @ 11:26 am


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